Im doing this blog to get it out there and maybe help others. I have had so much support to where Im shocked, but it gets over whelming big time. I have everyone telling me I cant eat this, I shouldnt eat that, I need to eat this, I have to change this and that. That is too much for me, yeah I dont mind the advice at all, but to be told Im doing it wrong gets to me. Got to me so much last night all I could think about was I wasnt eating enough calories or I was eating the wrong thing or how I took the night off doing the wii so Im screwed. That kept me all night last night, my mind was racing trying to figure out what Im doing wrong with this weight loss and what I MIGHT be doing right that I didnt get any sleep. So please feel free to help out but try not to push too much at this point!
Mind you all I have 3 kids and I dont want to put them on the diet either. They dont deserve to have no cookies or ice cream or anything of that sort. Im not telling my 2 yr old she cant have a chip because mommy is trying to lose the weight. That isnt fair to them at all, so please dont expect me to not give my kids a snack here or there or even myself. Im not hard core diet so I want a cookie Ill have a cookie, I want like a scoop of ice cream Ill have it! Not trying to sounds like a complete bitch or anything. My thing is to not give up on my life, not make my life horrible or be all focused on a diet. I dont want to make my kids go though a diet either nor my hubby unless he wants to(wish he would!)
I got up this am and wanted eggs, but not just eggs ham too. So I made some scrambled eggs put ham and cheese in them. I know cheese isnt good so I only did 1 slice of american cheese as that is all I had. I used Chys lunch meat ham and did 2 slices as that was the serving size. It was good, and Im doing my protein shakes too now. Chris and I did them before helped a lot not wanting to eat all of the time. So I had that for a snack, then my salad with tuna and ranch dressing. But a mama told me to try lemon or lime instead of the ranch dressing, I think Ill have to try that. Sounds really good! Tonight Im doing chicken in bread crumbs, going to bake it with some veggies. Have a protein shake before bed. I already did 30 mins of my wii tennis with Chris. Which wasnt fun as Chris is all for the winning and when he does win he rubs it in my face no fun at all. I want to do another 30 mins of that then 1 hour tomorrow on the Just Dance. Im not sure I want to go every other day or what. We have decided to get the wii plus fit because I heard such great things about it, its on sale now! Hopefully next week we can get it unsure.
I do feel good about what Im doing and want to keep feeling good. I dont want have to double thing what Im doing wrong or how Im doing it wrong. I want to feel good all over get enough sleep and do what has to do be done. I go shopping every 2 wks, so I have to start planning my meals next week which is why Im trying other things. I have to start getting more fruits and veggies as well as the girls and I both like them. We will try what we can at this point its to be healthy and happy not to be obsessed over losing the weight.
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